That voice saying "You will not come, you are not ready to come." You hear people again, you the some thing over and over again. "How come she not waking up, you're hurting her, crying and more crying, her stopped breathing, need to shock her, time of death, and No, she can't be died.
Then you wake up. You can't think right, you see people, you see a lot of things that you didn't know or remeber it bing there before. Then they put this tube down your throat to make you breath better or be able to breath. You could feel Jack nar you and holding your hand. He keep repeting "Stay with me, stay with me, please." To be continued.....
Friday, January 16, 2009
In My World Of Darkness
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Friday, January 9, 2009
In my world of darkness!
It was dark you have no clue were you are. You feel like you can't move, you feel like you are in a cold place, and a place that you don't want to be. You try to remember what happen to you. The last thing you remember is you are on top of a bunk bed. You see your self falling and then dark. You hear voices but you feel good, you see this weird thing up head but the voices are calling you back. Then you feel like some one is hating you on the chest and then your mouth was force to take air in, you want to be left a lone. You didn't what CPR. You wanted to go to the light. Then you hear this deep but soft voice telling you no. Wake up and see, that i have given you a second chance to live. There was silences on the other side. You hear crying, you hear people asked how did it happen, and you hear time of death. But then some one hit you and then you moved. Their was silences. The crying stopped, the reports stopped, and the time of death even stopped. The EMT's started up again. This time the CPR worked. You breathed deep and then your eye lids open and what you see will make you happy. You see happy but every concern faces that were looking at you. One of the EMTs asked you a question and you just looked at him. The dark hit again. The happy and concern face become sad and worried.
3 hours later. You wake up in the Emergency room. Your neck is in a neck brace and your arm in a casted. You keep go in and out of consciousness. You could still could not breath on your on. To add to your worries, you hear one of the doctor's talk about you being paralyzed. Your high blood purser stared to go crazy. The Doctors ran to you and try to calm you down. It was so bad that they had to give you a shout of some kind of sedative.
2 weeks passed. You are still going out of consciousness. You had a visitor while your mom was at home. He was one of the EMTs. His name was Jack. Jack talked to you and asked how you doing, even when you could not talk back to. By the time he was living you woke up. He talked a little longer but you still could not talk back. When he said his good byes, your high blood purser got high again and he pursed the button that called the doctors. He asked you to hold on a little longer but you were so weak and tired that you let the dark take over. By the time the doctors came, you were unconsciousness. They did some tests but the tests were right you were in coma. The Doctors said because she was dead for a while with out air going though. That the purser was so great that she just gave in.
2 months later. You are still in coma. Every day you were visited by Jack, your family, your friends, people that heard about you, and your church family came to see you also. On March 23, 2008 at 5:30 you had stopped breathing again. The machines want off and the silences was so loud that you could not think about waking up. They stared to do CPR and they all have had this feeling that she may not wake up ever. It was dark and you feel lonely but there was that deep but soft voice saying..... To be continue
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